I think i am changing, into someone that even my old self would never be proud of. I am turning into a wicked bitch. I can feel the negativity surrounds me, ready to take me into its realm. I don't want to stand still and trapped like this. I miss my old self. I miss having no bad feeling nor grudges. I miss seeing only the good side of people. These days i think i am contaminated. I would like to have my positive side back. I don't want to turn into somebody i personally hate, even when the magnet is so strong. Well let's see what will happen.